Simple, Classy, Different and Conventional

The last One month has been fun. So many incidents have put a smile or laughter on my face. There was a line in my last post about me feeling lonely; which was but normal considering the circumstances surrounding that period, okay humm I learnt a lot, while having no one around. I learnt to enjoy myself, laugh at myself, tell myself the truth and talk to God about it. I’ll take the funny one’s for example, I start to like this guy, and I tell myself ‘ babe we like d guy ba!, but we can’t have him , if he’s not God’s will’..lol. At a point I realized I was tending towards being paranoid…lol. I mean making a fuss out of everything, giving reasons in my head, comprehending what shouldn’t be a big deal. Finally I told myself the truth, I said hey babe Life is beautiful and life is actually too short to waste it on trying to comprehend every little detail or action, I also told myself that having people around me is a privilege and not a right, as well as having them do stuff for me is a privilege and not a right; people here means everybody, including Family, friends, colleagues…etc. I made up my mind to be free and enjoy myself per time. I still like to comprehend details from time to time, but I’m really cool now. I look at the brighter side of everything and move forward immediately, irrespective of whatever. I won’t say I am conservative, I am Simple, Classy, Different and Conventional.lol…. so the point is I really like to be easy going, but something I do like is Attention*though no much of it* okay point is, I learnt to appreciate myself, my beauty, my person…call it little pride. I like to put my head away from any form of trouble such that I don’t even take advantage of lil pleasures. I have learnt to take advantage of pleasure , like having a car whenever I am going to site, having the driver wait for me, having the driver drop me right in front of the customers door...lol. I have learnt to appreciate the things around me. I somehow see beauty in everything and everybody. My cravings increased this past month, and guess what; its craving for roasted corn, coconut and ube or Popcorn and ice-cream. I’d have either of this combinations or both everyday of the week. I so want to be delivered...lol
Now to the serious things……I have been reading, listening and been doing so much with respect to Money. I learnt Money is very spiritual; as a matter of fact everything is spiritual. Thus the spiritual has control over the physical. Likewise everything we do starts from the mind, and the difference between the poor and the rich, the bold and the timid is a factor of their thinking. (Pro 4:23 Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life). I have consciously been thinking and meditating properly. Putting some more pride into me, seeing myself like Jesus does see me. Truly we only see what we see when we believe, and become a product of what we see when we believe.

I have learnt to take things easy….no struggling. God’s plan for us is ease and not struggle. Once there’s a struggle I know it’s not right. For example; my friend Ronke had her introduction last month, and then I was going to attend her court wedding in Lagos. I had a presentation in the office which is on the Island for 12pm and the court wedding was to hold on mainland for 1:30. The client came late for the presentation and I had to leave the office 1:30pm, I tried taking a bike from VI to Ikeja, well I didn’t get a bike…you know the Holy Spirit already said, babe take it easy.and am like…nooo I must make the wedding, when I got to Ikeja they were actually through and had left. I could hear myself laughing at me, if I was the Holy Spirit. I do like to do my things snappy and get it over with, but never will I struggle again; 1. Because it’s not God’s plan for me. 2. Because it’s not the best.

A neighbor of mine died, leaving a young wife and a boy of four. He’s young and he’s a Christian. You know people die every day, but this was different, he lead an easy life. You know how we all say God is “Aseyiowu” meaning” he does what pleases him” and we say he’s unquestionable. It was hard for me to believe, the guy was practically shot. sorry no, he was sprayed with bullets. Okay after much meditation and introspection…My conclusion was everything about our living is God’s Grace and Mercy. (Psa 66:9 God keeps our soul among the living, and keeps our feet from slipping.) , likewise God is forever Faithful in Life and in Death as well as in Lack and in Abundance.

I don’t know how many people get to read my blog, but it’s fun for me, I might not be the best writer, but I sure do enjoy it and get better at it. Someone actually made a comment about using some words openly *wink*. Okay this is it…Every word is a word that can be said…there isn’t any word that is an abomination, until you make it so, also the rule of been free from something is; saying it and talking about it.

I got this news for ladies...if a guy is asking you out…lol…you are not the only one on the list…a friend told me this and I also confirmed from a brother...lol. I don’t think ladies should feel bad about it. When an hunter gets to the bush, he doesn’t just see one animal and goes for it, he actually scans through all he can see, sets himself and aims till he hits the right one…***smile**** Last month was fun for me….I’m sure this month will be more fun…the path of the just is as a shining light, it shines brighter and brighter till it’s perfect day….

I have learnt that God is a God of all flesh, he reigns in the affairs of men, and that nothing happens without him knowing it, plus everything and every detail around us is working for our good. I see clearly now, as everything points in the direction of God’s will and purpose for my life. Daily I am reminded that there is an end, and the expectation of the righteous shall not be cut off. The word of God is my Confidence.
Isaiah 42 is this season*****Grace****