On this particular morning I layed in bed meditating…not complaining but dialoguing and wondering what I was doing wrong…i thought of throwing in the towel…. instantly the word hit and I was smiling. The word is Solitude* The past few months have been redefining for me…it’s been a place of Solitude. I’m learning to lean totally on God; ‘Trust’. ...aargh!...the ‘Trust’ part has become a daily walk …am learning to live by faith practically and not by sight, I’m learning humility and walking in love…. I’ve come to know God as Yahweh! “I AM” God who is whatever I need per time…(In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God, ….all things were made by him; without him was not anything made that was made… John1:1,3) Daily scriptures become real to me…(to live is Christ and to die is gain..Phillipians1:21)( If only in this life we have hope, then we are of all men most miserable..1 st Corinthians 15:19) God is not just shaping us for now, he is shaping us...