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6:15am ….. 4:00am….slept late….Woke up early…..got these to write: God takes us through times, seasons and processes, and we are supposed to follow through, because following through till the end takes us to exactly where and what God wants us to. So I was meditating and God spoke to me about following through. I love God and I sweetly and totally believe In God, yet God spoke to me about following through till the end. I always begin each process with all the faith and the energy and right in the middle I become inconsistent… God says to be consistent and follow through.   We can’t get the promise if we do not follow the principle. Every Process leads to a Promise; we need to follow the Principles Patiently with Perseverance knowing every Process works Patience in us till we become the People God wants us to be. When we plant a maize seed hoping to reap the harvest of corn in a bit, if it takes 3 months to get the corn and we go digging up 1 month into the process, because o...

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I’m curled up in bed… Dad always says too straighten when sleeping, to allow blood circulate, he comes around to my room at night to check if I’m properly covered and straightened up…Mama would ask if I’ve eaten and taken my multivitamins, ..so am curled up in bed crying today… I miss all the attention …….. curled up in bed really wishing I could talk to someone, tell them how I feel, express my anger, pain, fears, faith and hope…I check around and mama’s not here, Dad isn’t close by, my super-duper friends are in a different time zone…and there’s no one in this time zone to talk to...yet I cry again. ……..Still curled up in my bed; crying, I hear the words “you’ll be fine; trust me, believe me..” and yet at this point...at this point i feel like am God's baby..haven grown but having the need to be comforted like a child...those words and this instant realization of me being God's baby are the only things that keep me from losing it. I don’t think I’ve ever cried more at a time...