Free Me

I want to live my life without having to watch my back; I want to walk the streets of where ever without having to put up a front, I want to be me.
I want to Love and be Loved, I don’t want to live in panic or in fear watching my every steps, I want to be free.
Life is a show, everybody wants to be a performer, I don’t want to struggle ‘cos I know not everybody can be on the stage @ once; there’s a time to be on stage and a time to be in the crowd (not necessarily a state of confusion). When you are on stage I’ll surely watch, and when am on stage you have no choice but to watch; if you choose to close your eyes, I so guaranty you’ll fall.
I don’t ever want to be a second place for anything or anybody, my place is first.
I don’t ever want to have to chase after whatever should naturally chase me (Man, Money, and Love).
I don’t want to be taken for granted, neither do I want to be friend to anyone who needs from me…..am a giver and I want givers.
Growing up, I never envisaged all this; I probably would have worked more on being a loner. I just want to be free and I want to be me

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  1. teejayDecember 10, 2010 at 12:46 AM

    Cool.

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  2. AnonymousAugust 3, 2011 at 3:56 AM

    beautiful one! you read my mind perfectly well. i just want to be me!

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