My Journey Towards the end of service year


Sometimes in May, precisely before my B-day, i had a talk with my Dad, and you know we talked, i mean we really talked...sorry i just must have forgotten abt dis...sometimes in January the marriage thing was a big discussion btw my Dad & myself...so i guess as the year was drawing closer to the end, and service year coming to an end, the getn married thing was clearing off my mind....funny ehn. Okay i talked to pupsie abt gettn a good job after service, knowing that Oceanic Bank didn't av plans, even when i got a word from God concerning it. So i tot to myself, i cld go technical, do wat i studied in school, but Networking...and so began my search for a networking Institute in India. Got an institute b4 the end of that month and i paid a total of $300 for registration....Now all d while i was not consciously asking God if it was his will, hey but i knew deep on my inside that it wasn't God's will, even right now i know it.. Hey but there's no point crying over spilled milk......i paid d reg fees, got d visa,booked d flight , got on d plane, left my office b4 the end of the month of July( every thing in dt office was really annoying knowing they dint av plans), and am in India.....haha ha ha..very funny, hey seriously i need you 2 stay with me on dis one.....even when i knew deep within me dt i was out of da plan...i knew God will not leave me....and he'll probably prove himself, and fix me back in his will. You know i still cant find a purpose for being in India rite now...very funny( Pelumi-purpose girl). This is what i feel, dt getting back home will somehow get me back in track, find my way back to God's will, retrace my steps, and get back to wat God said concerning me @ the beginning.....like in 1st Timothy 4:14(Neglect not the gift that is in thee, which was given thee by prophecy, with the laying on of the hands of the presbytery), and the gifts of God are without repentance. In conclusion, right now, i probably av marriage @ d back of my mind, i probably do not see purpose as clear as i used to see it, i probably do not av a job waiting for me....One thing will i do: marriage, work, purpose, life, and all...do i give unto him...cos am his personal concern.

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